Deep inside I still feel the need to keep whatever that I dont need comments inside me. I hate people to tell me what to do or tell me I am wrong. I know i m wrong when I am wrong I dont need comments. I dont need any one to point fingers at me to tell me things.
That's the reason sometimes I dont want to tell anyone anything. Cause I seriously dont need anything. I just need peace. I rather hibernate with all the shit that have, and appear another day with a smiley face. I dont like to sulk all day and talk about negative stuff as it is always endless.
Sometimes, I get really reflective. I would ponder about things I did and how could I have done it better. At times, I do things impulsively and say things just at the moment of anger or 'I just wanted to be stubborn' for a second.
I really hated myself for all these stupid things I did.
But, well, it's never too late to change - bit by bit.
I really appreciate you
I saw some of my older posts and i felt that i really grew up a lot a lot more then i thought i did. 1 year ago i m still a kid thinking of possibilities of the future.. still in the happy go lucky mood.. then i went to work and met really nice and awful ppl... I complained and sulk over all the awful things that i did in tt period of time.. work is like shit and whatever... somehow when you are not working you miss work.. miss the ppl there.. the ppl to gossip abt clients boss and everything else.. and fun things you can do after work...
Then i met him again... 8 months ago.. we finally overcome our ego and faced the truth.. and the truth is that we still love each other.. it seems like a fairytale and that the whole world seems to know tt we will be back together again.. but we just seems to ignore all the signs.. it's really a blessing for me to meet him again.. he changed my life for the second time.. made me think of life in a different way.. and taught me new things...
Now that i am in Melbourne, i m exposed to more things understand life even more... it just so much to absorb in a short time.. my life is really fulfilling and awesome.. even though i went through lots of shit and stuff.. i mean who don't go through all these before they succeed.. Yea.. I really love my life a appreciates ppl around me..
i know sometimes i do complain a lot.. and give really bad remarks about stuff.. but i m glad they are still around and always there for me.. Thanks Mummy, Daddy, Jie jie, Ah yang Li Jian, Valerie, Jean, Jane, Wanqi, Jiawei and so many more..............
Thanks for being supportive and kind to me all along.. I know I am annoying, please erase my annoying part and remember the awesome part of me hahaha...
Being right is based upon knowledge and experience and is often provable. Knowledge comes from the past, so it's safe. It is also out of date. It's the opposite of originality. Experience is built from solutions to old situations and problems. The old situations are probably different from the present ones, so that old solutions will have to be bent to fit new problems (and possibly fit badly). Also the likelihood is that, if you've got the experience, you'll probably use it. This is lazy. Experience is the opposite of being creative. If you can prove you're right you're set in concrete. You cannot move with the times or with other people. Being right is also being boring. Your mind is closed. You are not open to new ideas. You are rooted in your own rightness, which is arrogant. Arrogance is a valuable tool, but only if used very sparingly. Worst of all, being right has a tone of morality about it. To be anything else sounds weak or fallible, and people who are right would hate to be thought fallible. So: it's wrong to be right, because people who are right are rooted in the past, rigid-minded, dull and smug. There's no talking to them. -Paul Arden
You may be disappointed if you fail, but you are doomed if you don’t try.
- Beverly Sills
Grade is not the most important thing Because it is usually judge at the point of view different from yours
Deep inside I still feel the need to keep whatever that I dont need comments inside me. I hate people to tell me what to do or tell me I am wrong. I know i m wrong when I am wrong I dont need comments. I dont need any one to point fingers at me to tell me things.
That's the reason sometimes I dont want to tell anyone anything. Cause I seriously dont need anything. I just need peace. I rather hibernate with all the shit that have, and appear another day with a smiley face. I dont like to sulk all day and talk about negative stuff as it is always endless.
Sometimes, I get really reflective. I would ponder about things I did and how could I have done it better. At times, I do things impulsively and say things just at the moment of anger or 'I just wanted to be stubborn' for a second.
I really hated myself for all these stupid things I did.
But, well, it's never too late to change - bit by bit.
I really appreciate you
I saw some of my older posts and i felt that i really grew up a lot a lot more then i thought i did. 1 year ago i m still a kid thinking of possibilities of the future.. still in the happy go lucky mood.. then i went to work and met really nice and awful ppl... I complained and sulk over all the awful things that i did in tt period of time.. work is like shit and whatever... somehow when you are not working you miss work.. miss the ppl there.. the ppl to gossip abt clients boss and everything else.. and fun things you can do after work...
Then i met him again... 8 months ago.. we finally overcome our ego and faced the truth.. and the truth is that we still love each other.. it seems like a fairytale and that the whole world seems to know tt we will be back together again.. but we just seems to ignore all the signs.. it's really a blessing for me to meet him again.. he changed my life for the second time.. made me think of life in a different way.. and taught me new things...
Now that i am in Melbourne, i m exposed to more things understand life even more... it just so much to absorb in a short time.. my life is really fulfilling and awesome.. even though i went through lots of shit and stuff.. i mean who don't go through all these before they succeed.. Yea.. I really love my life a appreciates ppl around me..
i know sometimes i do complain a lot.. and give really bad remarks about stuff.. but i m glad they are still around and always there for me.. Thanks Mummy, Daddy, Jie jie, Ah yang Li Jian, Valerie, Jean, Jane, Wanqi, Jiawei and so many more..............
Thanks for being supportive and kind to me all along.. I know I am annoying, please erase my annoying part and remember the awesome part of me hahaha...
Being right is based upon knowledge and experience and is often provable. Knowledge comes from the past, so it's safe. It is also out of date. It's the opposite of originality. Experience is built from solutions to old situations and problems. The old situations are probably different from the present ones, so that old solutions will have to be bent to fit new problems (and possibly fit badly). Also the likelihood is that, if you've got the experience, you'll probably use it. This is lazy. Experience is the opposite of being creative. If you can prove you're right you're set in concrete. You cannot move with the times or with other people. Being right is also being boring. Your mind is closed. You are not open to new ideas. You are rooted in your own rightness, which is arrogant. Arrogance is a valuable tool, but only if used very sparingly. Worst of all, being right has a tone of morality about it. To be anything else sounds weak or fallible, and people who are right would hate to be thought fallible. So: it's wrong to be right, because people who are right are rooted in the past, rigid-minded, dull and smug. There's no talking to them. -Paul Arden
You may be disappointed if you fail, but you are doomed if you don’t try.
- Beverly Sills
Grade is not the most important thing Because it is usually judge at the point of view different from yours
